Lack of any Update Recently in my Life....

sometimes i am thinking this to myself,why do humans exist in the world?what do we live for in the world?what is it?is it fight for what you desire?is it because you just want to live with the flow or just borned to do something big?i really don't know....but until today i know why am i born into this world,it's because i want to fight,i want to fight for my future,i want to dream,i want to dream for my future
although it is kinda stupid because of those words coming out from a mouth of a lazy,slacking people like me...haha,at the moment i am just a silly,stupid student...but i just need to work myself out,i will find a way to be success

A guy who is living in a Boring Life....

going duller and duller day by day....feeling lost in my direction of my life...can't seem to have anything that can fire up my spirit....
boring life,boring life...when will this boredom leave me alone?
a lifeless soul is wandering around like me maybe can be my friend after all since i am dying without any exciting events happen in my life

can i survive in a harsh environment like now?
i really have no idea....

sometimes humans are really weak and sometime they can be strong...humans are emotional n complex...surrounded with emotions...cry when they are sad..angry when upset..laugh when v are happy,all these emotions are what making we weak yet because of these emotions v can feel what others can't and human are stupid sometimes...
doing something they are not capable of but yet tried and failed several times or even thousands of times n never gave up..
why is that?not giving up something u had tried for so many times...had fallen down to the ground for so many times...aren't they aware of it?it is impossible....but until today finally i know why human can be really strong...
it is because of HOPES and BELIEVES...what is stopping us to go forward is because v don't believe of ourselves...not believing that one day u can achieve this or that...and what drives our believes is our hope...hoping for a better tomorrow,hoping for better future,hoping for a better living,all of that is what hope brings to us....
right now i know what drives all the successful people into success is because what they hoping for what they believe in has made them a success...i hope i would be one in the future..
to all my friends..you too...believe what u believe,hope for what you are believe in.....

STUPID>.....BAKA NO BAKA HONTO NO BAKA!!!!!!!!!!

stupid...damn...i have feeling that TOC is going backwards from the time being...damn...my college has came out with a really stupid policies....the new policies stated that if our students didn't wear a proper uniform or having a hair that is longer than your collar and your ears..you will b not allow to enter the college....GO TO HELL!!!We had paid 40 over thousands n yet v came here for these craps??!! if we are not allow to enter the college,is the college going to pay back what we lost?HELL NO!!!
and another issues is about a side door in our college...that side door only opens when it is raining and reccess,so that it will prevent students from stealling anything from the college...HELL YA!!!like i can't steal anything in the class and when my reccess started i can go out and put the goods in my car....it is really stupid,if i know who is behind all these,i will let him/her to have a piece of my..wait no...the whole college students' mind.....DAMN

can't breath....

gasping for air....being troubled by a lot of things in my mind....maybe its time for me to put down my burdens and relax,but time doesn't allow me to do that,time passes every now and then,i cannot allow me to lose any minute or any second until my dreams is fulfilled....*gasping for air*