I am Useless.....

i am useless.......that's all i can say.......

Time to Stop All These Nonsense Once and For All

It's time to stop all the nonsense going in my head now....i think it's should be the time i start to chase my dream beforehead than confessing how i feel about you....haha...maybe that sounds even more ridiculous...but after all,i am ridiculous...u can never understand what is my next step...haha...nothing i can do now but just praying for you....pray for your wellness,pray for your happiness,pray for your lucks....haha...n after i'm successfully chased my dream.....i will...i promise to the god...i will confess to you....even you have had a family or a someone you like....i will....i will still pray for you and love you....

That's All I Can,That's All I Have

Love is all I have,and is all I care,
Patience is all I have,and is all I can do,
Time is all I have,and is all I can wait,
Words is all I have,and is all I have to take your heart away,
That's all I can,That's all I have
I Love You.....

Confusing Love

Where to begin?well,its kinda ridiculous,don't you think?for the whole time,i tell myself it is just an illusion but it ends up it isn't...and actually it's real,so real that even i was scared and frigtened,i really want to run away...run away from reality...run away from you....so far away from this world so that i can take this secret feeling with me until the end....but i can't...i can't because i am a coward....
I hate to amit anything that i hate to amit especially when it comes to my feeling but this stupid feeling had disturbed or should i say bothering me from days to days,time to time,seconds to seconds....I had already admire you for many years,i like you,i like you,my heart keep telling me that non-stop....
Should i just tell you how i feel or still conceive it inside me until the time i am no longer belong to the world?i don't want to hurt your feelings,i don't want to make you sad,i want to see your smile all the times,i want you to be happy at all times,it is so confusing....for so many years i know you,almost all the things about you i had known but did not act upon it....i had also gave in so many chances that i could just spill out how do i feel about you but i didn't....
I hope God really does exist so that he could give me the courage to tell you how i feel....does he really exist?does he not?nobody can answer me....nodody.....

Why am i feeling so weak......

its another day of living,sun shine through the window,wind blows through my face,have we all ever wondering how lucky we are to be able enjoy our life and live on earth for another day?
we human had make matters worse until now pollutions are still an issue to us human...everyday human produces so much rubbish and producing so much wasted gases...polluting the air,polluting the sea,polluting the whole environment we are living in....spoiling the future for our grandchildren
it is not late for us to react i know...but they are only a small portion of people who aware of that,there is still so many people on Earth and yet they don't realize about it...................

Finally~

Finally my toolbox is here.....woohoo~
first of all,this tool box looks like a bloody stupid security box.....and a lot of my colleagues agree that....
second,tools inside that box is not really complete but just some basic engineer tools we need to use in our future.....
third,its a security box comes with a lousy lock....i felt so unsecure......
After all,i will still give it a credit on that box not the tools...i can find some better tools than this in a hardware shop.....and this tool box cost me RM1,200.....jeez~