Frustration isn't going anyway until you find a good way to release them...
That saying is correct, no idea who written that or said that, but its true...
Not matter how we try to forget our frustration, it gets back at us, ten times more...
From time to time, never miss, and the only way to release them is to find a way to let it out....

Some might say try exercising, not bad, a very good way to release your frustration,
Its healthy, make you sweat, and give you a very good body too, but some doesn't like it,
Too much work, you have to move around too much, you are too frustrated to do that...

Some might say try do some chores, not bad, another good way to release all the frustration you get,
Its beneficial, make your house looks cleaner, make your living space more like one,
Make you wanna do more, but still some wouldn't like them, why?
I scared I might break something, I scared i would make even more mess due to the frustration...

People gives excuses to every little thing they do, none other than GODs...
People try to run away from their responsibilities,
People try to forget what they have to do to make things right,
People try not to listen to those who have more wisdom,
People try to fuck up things when they get frustrated....

Why do we get frustration from people we don't even care?
Why do we get to see so much of idiotic people make fun of themselves?
Why do we get to feel the pain of others while we can't do something to help them feel better?
Why do we need to live without a purpose in life?n to find one if there is none at the moment?

So many questions unanswered,
So many frustrations piled up,
So many actions taken,
So many things done,
Yet, none prevail, none succeed, none has a purpose to go on...

I am here to run away from my reality,
I am here to release all my tensions,
I am here to fuck my life up,
I am here to see if things are all right after,
Too bad, its no use, n things are just fuck up as they do......

Killing myself slowly to see the world destroying on its own,
That is what I am doing now.......

I am frustrated,
That is all I know,
I am tensed,
That is all I know,
I am fuck,
That is all I know,

Why?
no reason, because that is how I am,
I don't know why do I have to go thru this
I don't know why do I have to be like this

For doing things in a too simple way?
For doing things for free?
For doing things like a real gentleman?
For doing things by just simply asking?

I get blame at the end for everything I do,
So what is the reason I did them?
Did I do that to make myself feel better?
Did I do that so that I can make myself look good?

FOR FUCKS I DO THOSE THINGS?
FUCKS I CARE IF YOU ARE NOT ONE I CARE?
FUCKS I WOULD GIVE?

Why?just tell me why?someone?anyone?
Why do I get blamed?
Why do I get nothing?
Why do I fail at everything?
Why am I me?Why am I here? Why am I even born?

I seems to be dull some times....
I seems to be dumb some times...
I seems to be idiotic some times...
I seems to be restless some times....

I am not myself when I am around your,
My heart goes on a highway races,
My brain goes on a never ending spinning gear,
My stomach is plunge into a chaos with butterflies.

Do I really need to say it out so that you would understand how I feel?
Do I really need to join all the letters together to let you know my feelings?
Do I really need to arrange all those words for you to read to let you know I truly love you?
Do I, no, Have I not make myself clear enough?

Truth is all I had left with,
Word is all I had to make u mine,
Feeling is all I had to show what I am,
Courage is all I had to take you away from others,
Love is all I need to proof what I made of.

I do soar when you cries,
I do feel when you're in need,
I do love when you're smiling,
I do react when you're crying,
I do cry when you're injured.

Please tell her that I truly LOVE her.
Please tell her that I truly CHERISH her.
Please tell her that I truly APPRECIATE her.

I LOVE YOU